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> *~Rosaline Tan~*
> 16th January 1990
> COSBT > Youth Impact > i4c
> Crescent Girls' School
> Loves stars,dancing,flowers,beaded stuffs,panda,art,poetry,nature
> MSN: cutie_pier@hotmail.com
> wad.u.mean@gmail.com
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~Recommended books~
Good Morning Holy Spirit Benny Hinn
Blessed Child Bill Bright n Ted Dekker
Bad Girls of the Bible Liz Curtis Higgs
The God Chasers Tommy Tenney
The Heart of a God Chaser Tommy Tenney
The God Catchers Tommy Tenney
Lady in Waiting Debbie Jones n Jackie Kendall
Divine Dancer Shannon Kubiak
I Kissed Dating Goodbye Joshua Harris
Who moved my cheese Dr Spencer Johnson
Diary Of a Teenage Girl Melody Carlson
Left Behind Series LaHaye Jenkins
Rachel's Tears Beth n Darrel Scott,Steve n Scott Rabey

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Thursday, November 02, 2006

You never fail to answer my prayers, in ways i do not understand. and im not surprised that You chose to answer me this way again. The more practical way. Somehow, i felt as if You knew what was gonna happen. But i cant blame You, because I was the one who made the choice, and it wasnt as if You werent there with me. You were there all the time, but i shut my ears from Your voice. Why? Because You didnt tell me why. And once again i failed Your test on true obedience. I forgot my past lessons. I allowed myself to be put in harm s way, sin s way.
The guilt, the shame! It weighs my heart down. I could not bear to lift my head again. And the devil starts to ravage my thoughts and emotions. I wallowed in guilt, dazed and lost. I felt impure, wretched and degraded. I couldnt face Him, I have let Him down. I wanted to die then, i deserved to be burned at stake. I am a princess of Most High King...oh what have i done...i am disgraced! How dumb i was! What i fool i am! and i start cursing myself all over again...
He was disappointed. He was angry. He was sad. I know, I could feel it so strongly. That is why i was scared to face Him. But i still did anyway. I have to. He is still my heavenly Father. You cant run away from your Father. Anyway, He lectured me good.
And then...
He gave me peace...
He didnt make me forget it though. It serves as a reminder to me. I have to bear the memory of it. But He gave me peace...
And i guess, what really matters is that i have learnt something new...

[The faithful love of the Lord never ends! His mercies never cease. Great is His faithfulness; His mercies begin afresh each morning] Lamentations 3:22-23


free to dance
Thursday, November 02, 2006
...Rossy...**